Trust that being true to yourself is safe
Wholeness signifies that desires and attachments are conquered. Demonstrates that you are non-judgmental in every way. See no evil, speak no evil, do no evil. There is not a violent thought in you. Never carry a weapon, Not disparaging or self important, living without fear. Piece of cake just like walking on water.
When confronted with such an idealistic challenge, approach it step by step, moment in the moment with awareness, one breath at a time continually connected to your breath awareness. With self compassion and acceptance without attachment to the result, the transforming effect will be the reward. The pleasure within will be the fuel that creates your natural shine.